The Ex

She comes and goes in my life.

I think when the feelings are unbearable, she goes…

I guess if it didn’t end so ugly, we would probably be as close as we use to be… at least the friendship

and I miss that

I miss the fun and laughter

she’s got me thinkin

with all of the convo of the past and what is wanted now, I’m not sure how to react or think

do the thoughts make me a bad person or even a cheater?

The Past has spoiled everything

I feel like the it bad has outweighed the good and I don’t know if I could ever look past it

even with all of the words that have been expressed …

they seem very… basic

None of them really express how she really feels about me…The Ex

Just coating

She wants this moment with me

Probably physical

but the physical would never be enough to change my thoughts

I need the Verbal

to be continued…