Our Downfall

We had another one of those talks…
A talk about the discipline of the child
And it ended the same way it always does…
Back to all the things that are going to change but don’t
To be honest, I don’t want her to change
I don’t want to be bothered with any of it anymore

4 years and we’re still talkin’ about it

So why should I think anything will change?

I’m better off not saying anything

I just need to let it fail by itself

but I feel like if I just wait for it, I’m wasting time

So I guess from this point on, I need to be prepared for the worst at all times

To be continued

The Single Life

I think about the single life pretty frequently.

that’s probably a bad thing

About being able to run freely and do whatever I want…I miss that

I use to go out

but now I have to worry about the arguement I’m going to have as soon as I get home

But now…

I have a wife and kid

A family to support

I hate sharing

to be continued…

The Ex

She comes and goes in my life.

I think when the feelings are unbearable, she goes…

I guess if it didn’t end so ugly, we would probably be as close as we use to be… at least the friendship

and I miss that

I miss the fun and laughter

she’s got me thinkin

with all of the convo of the past and what is wanted now, I’m not sure how to react or think

do the thoughts make me a bad person or even a cheater?

The Past has spoiled everything

I feel like the it bad has outweighed the good and I don’t know if I could ever look past it

even with all of the words that have been expressed …

they seem very… basic

None of them really express how she really feels about me…The Ex

Just coating

She wants this moment with me

Probably physical

but the physical would never be enough to change my thoughts

I need the Verbal

to be continued…